Sunday, December 27, 2009

Taking a break from men

I had gone on 5 dates with 5 different guys in the past week. I had so much fun with each guy. They were each different in their own ways. I had 2 dates on a work day, which I’ll never do again. (Never say never). I ended up getting only 2 hours of sleep that day, and I later felt it that night at work. Felt like a walking zombie. I need at least 6-8 hours of sleep each day to fully function.

I think it would be better to spread the dates out. It’s just that I wanted to see as many guys as I could before going home for the holidays. Of course, I could be dating guys in my hometown if I wanted to - younger, good looking guys and a handful of military hotties. But, as much I love men, I need a break from them.

During the next 8 days, I don’t have to bother wearing makeup, fashionable clothes, heals, and especially contacts. I hate wearing contacts, for my eyes get dry easily. I prefer the natural, plain jane look and wearing my glasses. Sure, I look more like a nerd, but this is me. Fewer guys would want me the way I look now, but who cares? I’m not looking for any guys over here. Besides, I feel more like the real me and quite comfty in my jeans and sweats. I mean, I love the attention when I’m made up. Guys go gaga over me. Even an acquaintance thought I was hot when he saw my picture on a social website. He told me earlier this week he couldn’t believe that was me, because I looked so different, so “wow“. He had to ask himself, is that such and such? I told him that’s my evil twin. I said I was wearing makeup and had styled my hair differently.

Enjoy the me-time while I can, because when I get back in January, it’s full-speed ahead. The glamorous, polished me will resurface. And the devilish side of me will come out. I will have so many guys wrapped around my finger that I’ll probably have a dozen guys chasing after me. I mean, my goal is to marry (the right guy hopefully) in the new year.

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