I'm a flight attendant, and I thought I'd write about my sky high and low ground adventures. I love getting hit on all the time by hot male passengers. I've caught quite a few of them checking out my tits and my ass. Oh, how I love the attention. I especially love it when they talk up a storm to me and endlessly give me their business cards. Needless to say, I have a different lover in each city. From all different sorts of backgrounds - doctors, attorneys, politicians, star athletes, even a movie star. I've received tons of gifts from my lovers - jewelry, clothes, perfumes, and even a car. The co-pilot and I flirt all the time with each other, and I love it when he bangs me in the jacuzzi in the hotel room. And little does my fiance know.
On the contrary, that is the complete total opposite of me. It is actually my alter ego. I'm just a plain jane trying to discover who she is in life. I have everything going for me. I'm beautiful, smart, funny, multi-talented, ambitious, educated, cultured, romantic, and have a very promising career. I play many sports, speak several languages, and cook and bake. Yet, I'm still single (and I mainly know why - my secret soon to be divulged). People have asked me why is a wonderful girl like me not married. I just tell them I haven't found the right one yet. (I just realized none of my closest friends are married).
I could've been married already, but shit happens. Tragedy, relocation, incompatibility. I know one day I'll get married. But will it be to the right man? I wanna be married forever, but I have to face reality. Over 50% of marriages in America end in divorce. And it's definitely a higher percentage nowadays, with the way current trends are continuing.
I fall in a different boat than most Americans. I'm one of the 4% of Amercian adults who are still virgins. I said it, I'm a virgin. And I wasn't ashamed of saying it, like I have been sometimes in the past. I am waiting till marriage. I know it makes me strange and not the norm, but who cares what other people say? I've been put down endlessly for my beliefs and questioned about them. I'm used to hearing all the bullsh1t. It doesn't phase me now.
It's certainly not easy being a virgin, especially nowadays. I'm actually at a huge disadvantage. You might as well pack me up into a time machine, and boot my sorry virgin ass back to the 1950's. At least men were a lot clean cut back then than they are now. Damn it, I was born in the wrong decade. Just think, if it were the 1950's now, I'd fit right in with no problem. I wouldn't be the strange one. Damn the 1960's.
It has not been easy at all when it comes to dating. Most guys out there are pigs. From my experience, a majority of them wanted sex on the 1st date. No thank you, but I don't do one night stands. It's disgusting. I especially feel sad for those women who sleep around, get pregnant, and don't even know who their baby daddy is. I've seen this happen so many times on the Maury Povich show.
I've been upfront with most of the guys I've dated. There were various ways I told them. I said to a few of them that I still have my v-card. One guy was like, "what the heck is that"? I'm like, you know. He didn't, so I had to basically spill it out for him.
For other guys, it was easier, because I was upfront about it when I told them. Here are my various sayings:
"Uh...I'm waiting till the wedding night"
"I don't believe in pre-marital sex"
"I'm ummm, ummmm...still a virgin...but i can still be intimate"
And there were other times when I never mentioned it to the guy. These were when I had it really bad - many guys would try to get in my pants on the 1st date. I've had many infamous sayings from guys:
"I've got something to show you"...from the naughty Professor
"It's lonely, it needs to come out"...from the college student
"Stop it, you're teasing me"....from the Army NCO
And the list goes on and on and on...ay,ay,ay...why me? I'm cursed.
I do come from a religious family background, but I consider myself more spiritual and am an open-minded individual. Also, education and family-instilling values in me did help me make the choice in waiting so long in life. I value education a whole lot and I didn't want to screw anything up.
I was quite a committed Christian at one time. When I was in my teens, I thought staying a virgin until marriage is standard behavior for those who belong to Christ. But mankind has perverted God’s ways in favor of whatever they want to do. Sad, but true. I still don't get it, but it's part of society. Most of my friends are devouted Christians and are waiting till marriage. And for that, I'm very proud of them for staying true to their beliefs and to God. I feel Michael Chang is a good role model for other Christians, because he waited till marriage at age 36, and attributes his choice due to his Christian beliefs. I figured if I waited this long in life, I might as well wait till I'm married. Hopefully, it'll be next year. Former NBA player, A.C. Green, claims he was a virgin till age 38 at marriage. Now, the question I'm wondering is, is Tim Tebow a virgin?
Back in mom's days, she still got pressured for sex. Of course, back then things were a whole lot different. For instance, a few of the guys who wanted sex with my mom told her they would be responsible if she got pregnant. They said they would marry her. That was typical back then. Nowadays? Forget it. There are maybe only a handful of guys who will marry the woman if she gets pregnant. Morals back then were a lot better than they are now. Morals are at an all-time low in today's society. They're actually going backwards. Just look at it - it's everywhere. And it's making me sad. But, I try to keep my head up and think positive.
While browsing through a bookstore down the street from me, this scruffy looking guy approached me and asked me why I was wearing a sweatshirt. I was like, I got off work earlier this morning. We must've talked for at least 15 minutes. Nice guy. He's in the Reserves. It was nice talking to him. I didn't ask for his number, because I wasn't feeling him, and he wasn't my type. The chemistry wasn't there. (I still remember last month when this former Reservist guy gave me his number. He was cute. He called me up like four times already. Playing hard to get is working here - I best call him back pronto). I must say, there were a lot of hotties in the bookstore. (I love brainy guys, especially hot ones with glasses. Huge turn on). It's too bad I wasn't wearing my makeup and my best clothes; otherwise, I would've asked for a few numbers.
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